Thursday, January 29, 2009

"thy will be done"

Life may not be what you planned, frustrations are hard to understand...
but GOD reigns up above so smile and offer your love...the best prayer is
"Thy will be done."

Sunday, January 25, 2009

DAWN

too early for getting home...i just got home, actually i'm outside the boarding house now of my ate, coz i don't have a key to their house.. i stuck outside waiting for her reply, if she's awake already..while waiting , i decided to get myself online and now i got a chance to right the funny experience i just got in myself ....i was late to go home, for we had our monthly reunionin our community, and honestly, the reunion was postpone. for we were not complete, but the shepherd had decided that we will push through with the activity, instead we have our reunion last night, we had a group bonding.... we did it on crown regency in guadalupe and had earlier reservation for the karaoke, we reserved the executive room for us....we had a great time again ..and because of so much fun, i was not able to text earlier my ate, that i'll be in going home late..so that's why im stuck and was able to write these article...weeee...

about our reunion...you can see more of the happenings on my another account..just be posted...hope to see one of your comments there...

Friday, January 23, 2009

ReaLitY CheCk!

"We spend our whole lives telling ourselves everything happens for a reason....
when in reality we just give reason for everything that happens..."




Defense mechanism: Intellectualization, but actually it does..hmmm=(

"Lab YoU LoLa"

a borrowed thought: " its quite ironic that in life, the person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness."
can you relate to this???

*_*EniGmA*_*

its an enigma when you fall in love & accept that someone good things never last...
suddenly you'll begin to see yourself as nothing...
its an agony to accept that despite the feelings you have, its all not enough...
but when you love someone,you would do the hardest thing...
and yes its not going to be easy, but @least you know that what you felt was REAL....
in th end, you'll as yourself, "DOES IT HURT?" then you'll close your eyes and whisper,
"YES IT DOES... BUT IT'S ALL WORTHWHILE!"
+_+
(hhmmm, sad nuh?)

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Hapi HoliDayS

pls. do visit one of my site and leave a comments there
www.greenthumb36.multiply.com
hope you will have a nyz tym with my other account...

CoNFuSeD???

Confused.... questioning myself...what will i be...i don't know...
i just realized im not a kid anymore...that im supposed to be living alone away from my parents...
i just had these feeling when my Kuya (Chickoy) arrived (from London). he give me these feeling of ambiguity about my self...that i have to find a job to sustain my needs..he's different from my other brother..at first i was thinkin' that we were so close, that i'll be excited to his arrival but it was totally opposite..and now i realized that i wish my other brother was here (Ian). My mama said to me, that its ok that we will still be happy for his arrival for he was return for a long time, after 4 yrs., and that's true, and the other thing is, according to my mama, that he was able to give another chance to his family...especially to his wife...The truth is...I pity my kuya, for he was trap with his own pride and dreams of life...actually he was dealing itwith practicality in a sense he was able to go to abroad and a had a better income there, but in exchange he could not have the one he truly love...But im so amazed and proud not only to him, but to all my brother, although they were like that, they were able to fulfill and live their dreams to go to other countries to find better future...And that will leave me so deppressing, that now im the only one who dont have a job and cannot contribute anything to my parents...huhuhu...and also the fact that i was not able to pass my licensure exam in nursing...huhuhu...
Lord...help me...dont know what to do...
in our dialect PAETA OI!!!

(wa lang pahungaw sa gbati..karon paman gud ko kalugsung og balik
ay lang mo react ha...kay wa lang koy lingaw..ako ni blog..weee)

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

DRAFT

i had the hard time of coming up with these account..
but thanx to my perseverance and to my coach...i had one...weee( i deserve an applause and standing ovation)haha..anyways...im not yet done with it...but i will try my best to have a distinct and exemplifying ( i dont know its meaning but i like to use it, because its nyz to hear) blogpost..will at first im not in the mood..but when i read the blog of my coach ( in the person of ritchie rich) i was inspired to make one of my own, totally different from his, and much interesting to read at...waaaa...

so i just had these as a draft inorder to see if all the settingas are in right place because the first blog i post had a problem with the timezone...
maybe these time will do...

there are lot of more to come in my blog..keep posted...
hope you will become a follower...
god speed
^_*